EDIT: i typed out an answer but deleted cuz I don’t think this follows the rules of this sub. Everything has to be a question and end in “?”

It’s why you’re getting downvoted I think.

Will respond in the other recommendations tab.

The Magicians

Main Character are kinda queer.

And there’s been a lot of time looping and alt-timelines, someone is manipulating time to try to get the good outcome.

I think one of the characters discovered his magical abilities because he got bullied for being gay and he accidentally used magic to kill his bully.