I think this is probably a dream. Who knows what’s on the other side. Animals are really good at experiencing severe pain and forgetting about it. I wouldn’t worry about that. Life is a joke, so laugh at it.

The ~40% of me that are Microbes are going to have a field day.

I believe it’s very similar to falling asleep, and you may even tap into a dreamlike state of consciousness depending on your circumstances. Eventually, your self awareness stops and fades into nothingness. What you see if anything at all, and what your perception of time is or how self aware of the situation you are will depend a lot on the circumstances of the death and your individual make up, the same way not everyone dreams the same way or even remembers dreaming at all.

My family will be very sad.

The connections in my brain that made me me will fail and I will cease to exist, same as before I existed.

Sounds like someone elses problem at that point.

I think i’ll just stop existing at some point. Maybe there’ll be some pseudo visual sensations (‘light’) as I die but other than that I don’t expect any kind of ‘after life’.

Half of the time I look forward to my death, it doesn’t scare me since I don’t see the real point of my life

I think we shouldn’t be scared of death but still try to enjoy our limited lifetime as much as we can. If you feel depressed continously, I can only advise you to seek help. Life shouldn’t be like that. If you have friends or family that you trust, tell them how you feel. In case you don’t, that’s okay. You may reach out to professional organisations or helplines instead. :)

I like to think it’s this… Kurtzgesagt - The Egg

Here’s a link to the original short story https://galactanet.com/oneoff/theegg_mod.html

Wait… you all don’t know?

The simlutation terminates.

Either nothing or everything.

Nothing

Your brain stops firing and you’re gone. You don’t exist anymore. Your body starts to rot.

Our soul is weighed against a feather by the holy mother. Not like Mary or whatever, the real all powerful 5th dimension all is one in time and space holy mother.

If our soul tips the scale against one’s favor then you are reincarnated… you’re reincarnated into tge sane family however the dynamics keeps changing each time you’re born. You’re sister might be your brother next time and you’re a wife in one life then maybe a fatherless uncle in the next. Anyway once we achieve enlightenment, we are given a choice, stop the cycle or keep going

What I think or what I hope?

I think it will be just like before I was born. I will become nothing.

I hope that I’m wrong and I will be reunited with my loved ones.