I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.
The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a week ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).
There’s none. Majority of adults here don’t play videogames. And discord is a mess, too complicated to use and you need to already to know people to make it work, also nobody here use it. People here only use Instagram or WhatsApp and I don’t see the point of following people at the other side of the world