I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.
The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a week ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).
For like 90% of lonely adults, I think the answer is alcoholism + hobby. “Check with your doctor to see if alcoholism is right for you.”
I think if alcoholism was prescribed by a doctor that it should move us to the top of the liver transplant list