Basically the sister question of that other post here…

I tried to add my frustration there, but i think it’s suited here more. I’m a terrible candidate with no money, properties and almost zero social skills and that will never change. Even my own family thinks I don’t act like a human being. No wonder I’m eternally alone.

  • Nobody@feddit.orgOPEnglish
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    3 months ago

    I’ve seen all those videos, I grew up with Arnold movies FFS, I’m not him. I don’t have his qualities, I really don’t some people aren’t born like that. And fuck Joe Rogan, he mocks the things i still like.

    The illusion of “is a game” doesn’t work for me, I’ve playing games for 25 years, I know the difference between what’s real and not, in a game you can try all the times you want, real life failure and humiliation destroys you. You can’t repeat anything. And this suffering isn’t just on my mind, I feel it on my heart. I don’t wanna dream big, especially since that won’t make me happy, my family never dreamt big yet my parents got married, eventually divorced but at least got their failed kid.

    • jo3jo3@lemmy.world
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      3 months ago

      Listen to what I said. Reread everything you wrote. It’s in your mind. Stop being defeated. You’re finding an excuse for everything. Knock it off. Nobody can pull you out of your shit negative way of thinking but yourself. You’re wasting time. Your choice, listen to the advice everyone gave you, or drown in that fucking puddle you’re wasting away in. Your choice.

      • Nobody@feddit.orgOPEnglish
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        3 months ago

        I have. 4 times, I am not finding excuses, just realise that not everyone is like you and not everyone is as lucky as you. And again fuck Joe Rogan, he’s a bully on steroids mocking things that I like. If anything I would feel weaker and humiliated following his videos.