When all of your exes get to happily move on in relationships that aren’t you and you get nobody for extended periods of time.
While you’re prideful in yourself to know that whatever relationship you get won’t feel as tainted as theirs because maybe they’re manipulative. The thing about it is that, I’ve tried being upfront, honest, detailed and everything to get someone with.
And I guess working on yourself and trying to improve aren’t exactly attractable qualities.
Might be able to rebuild strength with swimming. Zero impact, and great cardio. Obviously consult your doctor, but I’ve seen all types manage to recover much better with water yoga and swimming rather than traditional exercise