When all of your exes get to happily move on in relationships that aren’t you and you get nobody for extended periods of time.
While you’re prideful in yourself to know that whatever relationship you get won’t feel as tainted as theirs because maybe they’re manipulative. The thing about it is that, I’ve tried being upfront, honest, detailed and everything to get someone with.
And I guess working on yourself and trying to improve aren’t exactly attractable qualities.
The op was talking avout how the friend wasn’t living in the moment prior to knowing they were going to die.
You didn’t finish reading
No, I understand that there are multiple things that you are conflating because they have some overlap.