How did you just describe the downfall of every hobby I’ve ever tried.

• I try a hobby
• I get excited
• I tell someone about what I’m learning
• Hobby dies

I am trying really hard to get back into my practicing hobbies after a hiatus, because I want to get good, but I’m also struggling with the fact that, by the time I’m good, I won’t be able to appreciate it because I’m aware of all the practice I put into it, and it becomes my normal.

I also struggle with committing years to something.