yoy uare doing fine. Keep going friend.
Drink more water. might help you stay fresh.
I am super into Story of Season.
Wew, office job wear me down. I need refresh.
I would pick a farm life over office job on city if I can make a bunch of gold like i did in Story of Season.
Stop watching youtube, especially CoffeeZilla. Stop reading so much reddit, although you make the right choice to move over lemmy, do not over use Lemmy.
Spend more effort on training, studying and working for better job, better future.
What matter now for you, is not how fuck up the higher up. It is how you are comparing to those at your level. You can make more money than your peer if you better than them.