Thanks, I hate it. Couldn’t the realisation have waited another 4 weeks? That would have been really nice.
I’m at my 1 year mark of closeted smashed egg, sucks but its a bit less frustrating than it was at first. I have personal long term goals for myself now. I know more terminology and I’m more aware of current events and how they might impact me (now or in the future).
Hell, its a big change in just having long term goals. Feeling like I’m allowed to have long term goals, allowed to want things in life and to pursue goals.
This was me for like 25 years…
Damn, that sucks. I absolutely hate my current position and I devinetively want to end this as soon as possible. Theres no way I could withstand this for years without going literally insane.
I lived in denial for way too long, that’s for sure. Didn’t even realize just how badly it was weighing on me 'til that first dose of hormone therapy blew it away like a bad dream.
what’s happening in 4 weeks?
That’s when I’m moving back into my place since then the new Semester at University starts.
At least you’re not having to wait a decade like I did. It sucks, but you’ll survive.
There is absolutely ni way i could stand through the current situation for a decade. Not even a year. Currently every day feels like torture. Even the 4 weeks until I Am no longer at my parents home are horrible to just think about.
Yep. I know that feeling. There’s a reason my brain is pretty fried at this point.
Getting fried all day is sadly not an option for me. Its quite counterproductive when you have to work all day, which includes quite a lot of stuff where I could hurt myself quite badly i f I dont watch out, and are not by yourself.
Mhm, that’s why I’m glad I finally have hrt though my brain is still pretty fried.
What do you want me to say, girl (guy?)? It’s shitty, it sucks, but I know you can make it through this. Most of us have had to go through stuff like this.
You can do this, alright? It’s only 4 more weeks.
What do you want me to say, girl (guy?)?
Idont know (sounds weird when I really think about it). Do as you want.
But yeah, I know that its just 4 more weeks until it will eventually get better. The one upside of this is, that it gives me time to figure stuff out without having to focus on other things that much.
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